No More Camouflage

1. Jeggings…I thought they were weird but I found a pair that was surprisingly extremely comfortable. However, they were way too long…

2. Fake cargo pants make me sad. (The pockets were fakes. The whole reason I would buy cargos is because of the pockets…) 

3. Being short makes finding pants really difficult. :(

4. My grandma likes poking me and telling me that I’m gaining weight even when I haven’t. According to my mom, “You’re still less than half the size she is, so she has no room to talk.” I love my mom. :) 

Finally, Thanksgiving Break is almost here. I have 5 more classes to live through before I can leave!

Let’s see how this goes…

When is enough, enough;

When I won’t take it anymore,

When the tides will stop crashing against me,

When waterfalls stop racing down my face,

And I can finally stand without being knocked down,

Without living in constant fear?

And then I wonder if it’s even possible

Maybe I’m just meant to live this way.

Feeling the weight of all of these burdens

Until everything gives way.

Maybe this is what will end me, maybe I don’t care.

I just wonder if it was worth it.